Confused stuck between both worlds so I got to get it together.
Jumping the broom I’m not 100 percent sure, I feel like the other one is better .
I have these thoughts as I knock on the door, my emotions become stronger.
Remembering the times we was younger,
when laid eyes on her for the 1st time at 11 and unitl this day I remember her face expression.
On her face I saw the excitement when she looked at me and I become more anxious
Since then my mixed feelings are at war with each other and mind feels destructive like the battle of Armageddon.
Now here I am in front of her door at a quarter past 11.
I was prepared to make the biggest confession.
I had it down to perfection since earlier I rehearsed the words I was going to say to her.
I knocked 5 times and rang the doorbell before she finally opened the door.
She had a towel wrapped around her body.
Mind started drifting off thinking about her naked body wet in the hot shower bathroom all steamy.
She said” What you doing here? You should be at your bachelor’s party”
“Snap out of it”I said to myself.
Although my future wife to be had all the wealth, there was something in my heart that I felt around my home girl and no one else.
Around this girl, I felt like I was under a spell.
My future wife to be is just something to brag about on a school day like show n tell.
This girl I do whatever it takes to see her face,
So right now it really hurts like hell.
Hurts the fact the that I am getting married.
I tell her” I’m not sure if I’m ready it just don’t feel right”
She says”Why?”
Moving closer to her I said” Well all my life waking up every morning has been a fight. We as humans spent our lives looking for our type. Searching for right girl,searching for the right guy. But then I realize the grass is not always greener on the other side. We pray for a miracle then we receive that miracle like being rescued from a superhero. Then when its too late you realize the miracle you once prayed for is not what you need though. A person’s love life is a riddle, though it seems complex the answer is right in front of you. But some of us are scared to face the truth. It’s a gamble sometimes you gain, sometimes you lose. But my father said it’s better to love and lost then to not love at all.”
Next by the hips I grabbed her.
Sounding nervously she said” What are you talking about?”
I said ” It’s time for the truth to come out”
I kissed her on the cheek and I said” you know I love you like a sister and you love me like a brother but since 11 I fell in love with you and there’s no other. I know you are in love with me so let’s not play games with each other. any longer.”
She says” I don’t no what to say, how do you say some shit like this the day before your ______________”
Before she could even say the word”wedding”, I grabbed her face move in closer and we started kissing.
Suddenly I wake up and realize this was all dream.
I look at my iPhone and it’s 5 AM in the morning.
In 12 hours I’m actually get married but wishing the dream I just had was my reality.
It’s like God was showing me something.
Did I just witness a prophecy?
Do I have the courage to follow my drems.
Then suddenly my home girl text me ” Follow where your heart takes you and you will forever be happy 😚”
Should I follow where my heart takes me?
luckily it was a dream 😄and yes, follow your heart
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Interesting and I agree.
This is real life.
Stuff like this happens
Thanks for reading
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you’re welcome
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Follow your heart, yes! I’m really getting into your poetry!
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I appreciate that
This motivate me even more.
Like your blog too
Keep up the good work
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Love this! So captivating, I would like to read a part 2
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Thank you for reading this post and I am glad you enjoyed it.
I wasn’t planning on writing a part 2, but after reading your comment you have got me motivated. So maybe I may just make a story out of this.
It will be some time be before I post a part 2 becuase I am in school right and that comes first
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Ooh that’s good to know! Well whenever you do, I’ll be the first to read. All the best at school x
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I appreciate that becuase school is tough.
I actually I wrote a part 2 today.
By tomorrow morning I will upload it on here.
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Follow your head. My wife recently left me and told me she never really thought that we were right for each other. That she didn’t actually believe the vows she spoke at our wedding… she just wanted it to be right so bad. But it wasn’t for her, and now she’s gone. Meanwhile I thought everything was fine. So don’t chase marriage on a whim. It has to be right. Actually now I’m not sure if the head or the heart is to blame.
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Oh man I’m so sorry to hear that bro.
It’s always a brighter day.
Just stay strong and everything happens for a reason
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Thanks dude. Today is the one week mark. It’s really hard but I know you’re right. Blogging has helped, it’s a good outlet. I dabble in poetry to get the emotions out. Feel free to check my page out.
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Oh so this happened recently. Again really wish you keep your head up. Bloggin will help bro. A lot of people on here had there heart broken. You can learn a lot about people.
I love this.
i definitely will be checkin out your blog.
Thanks for the follow
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